Wednesday, October 17, 2007

sing to me, speak softly now

okay school starts Thursday, ( tmrw) ): fboring
and okay lets see!

Monday 15102007
spent it with euge (:
we went vivo, saw her little favourite hamsters (: and her favourite dog (:
(she likes a lot of things)
we went to watch balls of fury (:
and these are moments i’ll never forget
cos you’ve got yourself engraved right in this heart baby -mlfl

one day you and i will be free, to live and die by our own rules
im almost alive and i need you to try, and save me its okay that im dying
but i need to survive, tonight <3

im desperate for your voice,
would you pop over here and whisper something into my ear baby?
-sure baby, anything for you :)

Remember what you whispered baby?

I was born, to tell you I love you <3
just died in your arms tonight.


iloveyoubutidontknowhowthisdistanceisgnasolveanythingbabywouldyou
pleasethinkaboutitineedyoutotsupportmetogothroughthiswithmebutyourenot
youreleavingmeheretosinkand
youexpectmetodobetterthanihadyoueuge
youknowitsclearlyimpossibleineedyou
andidonowmorethaneverpleasethink
ifweloveeachotherhowsthisdistancepossiblewearejustgnakilleachother
withtheheartacheseverynightandiknowhowpainful
itiscosihavetogothroughittooiloveyoubabyifidontgetyoubackimgnaregretallmylife
imnothingwithoutyoucosyouremyeverything
-mlfl
(dontbother reading, cos its too small)

Remember what you called me yours at the bus stop?

Tuesday Wednesday
tuesday morning was horrible I tell you
i couldn find it, i was so desperate i just sat there flipping everything
fibre dust there is and crying even my maid got scared cos i refused to eat or drink
haha i never eat breakfast and lunch.
its alright. I gotta make it even if I gotta fake it.

Class chalet (:
Went over with Nicole and shan and becks (:
-tons of fun, in the rain and KFC -nic left after KFC like fivethirty.
-went to play arcade and me becks and shan are like pros at photo finder
-we tired ourselves playing rounds after rounds of basketball hahahaha

At night, we slept like for two hours at five.
Woke up in the morning at seven and the whole class went to eat macs breakfast tgt
Hahahaha we’re so fun. (:

"if only you were there with me baby.
if only you knew how much im missing you."

afternoon with lala and junyan and albert at pool
VEH FUN RIGHT! I so pro I tell you! Haha im just kidding
im playing again tmr! whee! I love pool!

remember please. we're friends. like we've always been.
theres no reason or room for exception. NO.
i think its all wrong. shouldn have been there
i'll sing the right song, and say the perfect words to make you melt, to make you come back
i will, when i have the strength to go on with this again.

could you trust me if i told you i love you.>