Wednesday, October 17, 2007
the bedside
yesterday seemed so long ago. fuck time its four am and im waking up to your perfume you can lie, just dont push it too far i can hardly tell you im okay at least till yesterday and you know you caught me off my highest guard he's all over you, now why's that. im trying to disappear. im almost alive, im almost dead i’ll give you my heart on a string, Do you want it? tell me, go ahead.maybe it's just me, couldn you believe that everything I said and did, wasn just deceiving and the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
now repeat after me: jump aim stab
im invinsible im strong im hercules
i can do this
(if self denial works, im all for it)
could you trust me if i told you i love you.>