Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Son, fear is the heart of love.

Well you caught me off guard.
Im running and screaming, but to nowhere.

Is it all fake?
Why, I’ve always been true
Is your pride coming your way?
Why, there wasn any in me when it came to you
Is being angry with me just an excuse to see him?
Why, where am I in that heart of yours?

Are you waiting for my text baby?
Cos im sitting right here, waiting for yours too.

Are you missing me?
Cos im missing you.

Are you cold tonight?
Cos I wna put my arms around you to keep you warm.

Or maybe you have someone else to do that for you.

Maybe all the good for me things are just excuses,
Maybe it’s the time when you don’t love me anymore
Maybe it’s the time I stop relying on love, cos its failed me.

Well thanks for baring my soul and killing every cell left,
Cos its so bare and numbed, I don’t feel any pain.
Not like three months ago.
Im stronger I believe
What doesn kill you, it makes you stronger.

Your love is my sweetest sin, it’s the air I breathe.
And maybe I still rely on it.
your ‘i-love-you’s to me are enough to keep me going.
Stop char stop

i miss you you know

Memories are sickening, they bring back pain
They suck every breath every gasp I try to take in
and every visible essence of life in me

live with it char.

Baby dear honey sweetheart precious darling sweetie spikey
Its yesterday, come now lift that heavy eyelids
we need to see where we’re going.

Patience kills your soul, drags the pain, and doesn give you anything in return.
Not even the bitch youre fucking in love with. Fuck patience.

could you trust me if i told you i love you.>