Monday, September 24, 2007

one am

'' with a ciggarette in one hand, and the phone in the other
half waiting for her text to come in''

its a nice feeling standing at the grills
watching smoke coming outta my hands
overlooking the carpark
feeling the darkness and stillness of the night
half wishing for her reply
seeing the light, after the puff
watching two people finding their way
the causeway, searching for the light thats mine
eyes intent at the steady trail of smoke
thinking of her, thinking of things we'd do
oh, those days
inhaling and inhaling, trying to find that same high
to get my mind on someth else i'd try and try
does she still, ah forget it

my second time staying over and all for the wrong reasons

i have to type really softly so jihui wouldn wake up

what do i want? what am i waiting for?
give her to him, you love her so move on
get over the crying the drying the dying

hey, im trying im trying

could you trust me if i told you i love you.>