Friday, September 7, 2007

a little too late

lets drown it all in smoke and drinks
and pray we forget our subtle beings

first, i have HAVE TO talk about ytd,
i cant really remember what happened
but WHOA, FUN LIKE !@#$$%^#$&*%##@#$%@$%^%$*()(*)*@#$@##$^%^&!

WE GOT so so wasted :) we were crazy kissing everybody i swear!

we ate pizzzzzzaaaaa, huiyun mummy paid hahaha then we blow cake :)

then i acted sober all in the car and so did nash and lynard.
hahaha went home,
jihui called me
so i talked.

jihui: hello?
char: heeeellllllooooo :)
jihui: oh my god, aiyo are you drunk?
char: hahahahaha noooooooooo!
jihui: you so are la!
char: hahahahaha noooooooooo!

woke up like 430 then 1130
supposed to study with nashboy, but im lazy.

haha next friday same thing.
i love fridays! lets get wasted!

if i said smtg wrong, sorry.

i miss you.

but no wait, if you can leave me like this
and can see me like this
and can live without me
and its all wishful thinking on my part
then i think i can live without you too.
or i'll try at least. or something.
lets be heartless together, sounds like fun :)

dang, whats wrong with me.

"im sorry baby, no i dont believe we can happen again, im just thankful i had you once sweetheart. and this, my last, i love you char, i love you spikey. goodnight precious, sleep tight. you'll be in my prayers, i love you."

"i dont know but i love you i really do i really swear its crazy."

" i love you so so much dont hate me okay baby. i love you. my hearts all yours dont forget dont hate me goodbye baby i love you"

"i want nothing more then to sit outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing"

you say you love me. what are you doing to me.

could you trust me if i told you i love you.>