Saturday, September 1, 2007

does it matter to you

do you know what it feels like,
loving someone who's in a rush to throw you away

do you know what it feels like,
to be the last one to know the lock on the door is changed

like do you give a fuck.
doubt you'd think i would not go home did you.
then now you know,
cos this's not the way to treat your child
not this way.
not that i know any child that would like to be treated this way.

anyway, its ten in the morning,
slept late late late last night.
whoa, friday saturday sunday all see jihui (:
hahaha later again.

meeting jie later to get some clean clothes
and my hair is messy )":

i was just worried but hah who cares right
wheres my baby tonight,
is she thinking of me like i am thinking of her
is she missing me like im missing her
am i constantly on her mind, like she is on mine
or am i just a dumb fuck, with wishful thinkings on my part.

could you trust me if i told you i love you.>