Saturday, September 15, 2007

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"im back in the class falling out of your past
all the letters that I wrote and you thought as a joke
and the phone never rings when youre cold and it stings
all the holidays suck by myself cause I am fucked
and I'm dying, dying, dying"

Fridays are major breaks day!
had literature and maths tutorial
then gp, no teacher (:
did homework

fetched bestie into school COS THAT FOOL'S SENSE OF DIRECTION SUCKS!

then we went to the block for the usual (:
finally proper ones (;

played pepsi-cola 123 you know that kids game
fool of nicole won hahahahahah jihui just scream everytime she jump

haha oh, and bestie approve of her (:
she say she's nicer, but heh you'll see when you know her better.
i still love her you know. thankyou i know i suck.

with nash nicole huiyun me and bestie cabbed to huiyun's house
cab ride was corny we were all just talking lesbian things
and huiyun still keep trying to create spark with me
GIVE UP! (:

at her house, play play talk to bestie (:
i love you bestie (:
wipe those tears away,
i'll pave a smoother path for you right the other way.

sooooo, we went j8
i pierced my ears huiyun pierced her nose
hahahaha

then out for a toot,
met na yuai abby and I NOT BAD INFLUENCE OKAY!
then met cassiebaby! (: (after exams yeah!)

eat eat and off to liquid kitchen
bought my first pack (:
THE MOST irritating thing today was
huiyun, doing LEGAL everyth illegal in the PAST. ):
UNFAIR and im still 16. ): fark.
hardly got drunk pfft.

hey bestest,
i hope youre feeling better. and im sorry i couldn tell you what to do cos i dont. and i dont want you to end up like me, regretting it. so as far sa you can hold on, do it. but when its too painful and you cant, you'll know whats best for yourself yeah. i love you bestie, and i dont want too see you so hurt and upset. remember what i said, youve got to believe in yourself, cos you have me believing in you. tell her what she means to you, and how you never want to let her go. and you miss her and you want her all to yourself. cos love is selfish if youre selfish, guess its love. you can do this bestest, <88

"well im back for some more round two was a bore
and youre driftin away cause you want it that way
and im picking up pieces of hearts that completely
are broken in two so it must have been you
while youre lying in bed with somebody new"

could you trust me if i told you i love you.>