Sunday, August 19, 2007

Sir, death of flesh and soul

That same face I caressed
That same skin I kissed
The same tears I wiped away
I almost forgot how it felt
To be in your arms, your warmth
To feel you hugging me so tight
To feel you kiss me again
I almost forgot

Note to brain: please stop replaying that please. its agonising

I wasn sure what I was feeling
I wasn sure what to feel in the first place
What I wanted, alive before me
too afraid to want me,
Too scared to make things right.
So she’d rather watch it slip pass her,
And when im gone,
She’ll think, “fuck I want her back”
And she thinks again, “no I cant im scared.”
So she let fear overwrite everything.

Everything became nothing.

So I stood there and watched her as her tears flowed down
And she looked into my eyes,
With such hatred, and angst
Yet with sorrow and fear
It spoke so loud to me
I gave her back that same glare
“you made this happen; we could make everything alright at first
but you didn’t wna try, you’d rather kill a love so beautifully bloomed.”
I thought I was the one who ought to be crying.
Because she was the one who decided on it.

I wanted so much to stop time,
To tell those Eyes to Smile for me
To whisper into her Delicate Ears
To hold her Tender Hands
To kiss her soft Smooth Lips
To erase the Burdens upon her Shoulders
To hush her Quiet Sobs
To hug her so so tight
To be with her, the person im so in love with.

Hey you, will you end this pain

could you trust me if i told you i love you.>