Wednesday, August 15, 2007

i hate you

Consuming myself with anger is my Best Getaway

And I know how you can do this
And I know how I let you in
And I know where im going
And I know what im doing.
I’ll let you in on a secret, I don’t know anything.

The emotions raged to the extremes
Like the scalding hot water
And feel it freezing again.
And again hot and cold, and again.
Feel it, like a waterfall, down the humps of those burnt skin

You brought me high, to throw me down
I should have known you were going back to him
Cos its happened before
And I should have known
Not be so dumb to let you in all over again
And I thought Sixteen would be a nice number
Planned the things im gna say
Planned how I was gna put it through
So you wont have to doubt me Leaving Ever Again
And I was willing to take that risk, for you.

The stars are shining so Brightly in the sky,
And I wonder which one is for me.
Told myself things couldn get any worse
But I guess I was wrong.

My paper heart you Stole
You promised you’d Hold
And keep it Safe for Me
But you didn’t
You shredded it up
Pounded it on that Cold Hard Floor
And gave it back to me
Pieces so small I couldn contain it in my Hands
So it gone Blown away by that
Same wind that blew South
And blew You away from Me

This paper heart bleeds for you
can you feel the blood trickling
can you feel it

Its hard to believe and pick myself up from all these
but at least now, replacing it with anger
I think I might just be able to do it
Finding Another is no hard chore
The hardest is losing it all

could you trust me if i told you i love you.>