Monday, August 20, 2007
Demented screams, tortured beings
devil and the deep blue sea behind me vanishes in the air you'll never find me.
theres nothing on the teevee,
nothing on the radio
that means that much to me
teevee - metaphor for the dramatic fucked up life
radio - metaphor for the undying noise and chatterings beside your ear
open wounds still breathing
monday
skipped training (ankle pain)
ponned the minister fuckthing
went to study with lynard and huiyun and jihui :)
me and lynard end up playing who wants to be a millionaire on huiyun's phone
huiyun went off with her you-know-who
we went for bubbletea-ing :)
"are you still the same
or did you change somehow
i cant fight it; i cant deny it
i still need you
i still care about you
i still feel you
like im right there beside you"
i want you around so i can pretend i dont love her. no, i want her around so i can live it real
lala said smtg really weird this morning!
lala: im emo im short and i cry a lot :(
oh and that rhymes
hahaha FOOL LA YOU (:
cheer up, you know whats best.
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i just suppress it all, cos im too afraid to feel
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baby, please get well :(
i love you
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when they ask me how long im gna love you
if the road to my heart will always stay true
i say, "forever for you"
when they ask if ima stay right there beside you
and they dont see you and me the way that I do,
i'll say "forever, forever for you"
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BE STRONG; BELIEVE
could you trust me if i told you i love you.>